
Today was a mentally exhausting day. We have been faced with a potential issue with Kaiya.. nothing life threatening, but to me - as her mother.. it is a big deal - as I am sure it would be to all mothers (and fathers).
It has raised so many questions and doubts inside of me today..
Why didn't I see it sooner? I should be more involved with my kids. I work too much, I don't pay enough attention.. all of these things (and so many more) have been circling in my head all day.
It is something that can be fixed over time, something that will require a lot of patience from all of us.. but it just hurts me down to my very core to know that my (big) little girl is going to have to struggle through this. I just want to wrap her up in cotton wool and protect her. Stop her from feeling any form of inadequacy and self doubt.
Don't get me wrong - she'll be fine - we have a great support network around, and the kids now have a mother (and father) that will be paying a lot more attention to them, and a little less attention to other things.
I love you sweetheart - and we'll be there for you always..
Onwards and upwards we go.
Mummy
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